Deliver Me

Time comes and goes... And "When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained" - Mark Twain

So its hear, the solemnization of the first anniversary of my Blog, Ummmm...

Some of you will and some of you won't know the extent of changes in my life over this period. Many instances have presented themselves, decisive moments in my life where I have been forced to make decisions, some correct, some not, some that have changed my life irreproachably and without comparison over the past 12 months.

My life now if so totally unfamiliar to what it was back in July last year when I started Blogging. There have been instances of being so 'Low' that without the support of a loving family (Mum & Dad), good friends, ('2 Bellies', 'C', 'Chris Moyles' and 'Gem' to name a few), life would have been unliveable, and on occasion seemed so, struggling from one crisis to another, I thank you all, BIG :o)

So what has blogging done for me over this time? It's allowed me to express to a degree the emotions and confusion ive been feeling, this entry being my most 'raw', and mybe this post the most profound now. Many times I've lied awake all night and pondered the "Where have I gone wrong with my life" question. The possible answers ranging from "A night isn't long enough to answer that", to "You haven't, you've worn your heart on your sleeve and tried to be honest".

But time as always heals all wounds and now I feel I'm returning slowely back to being me, a new me, reinvented, slightly more enlightened, wiser (and older!), and remembering life if nothing more is a learning curve, sometimes almost flat and other times so step it appears insurmountable.

Anyway...

To those I've hurt; I'm sorry
To those I've lost; I Weep
To those who forsook and abandoned me; your loss
To those who supported me; I'm indebted
To those who have loved me; I thank you

Thanx People :o)

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